I am a total fun kill lately. When I join a group of people, I can just feel my presence weighing everything and everyone down. I can't decide if that means I need to get out more or if I should lock myself in the house until my mood lifts.
My body hurts. I have been working SO HARD to try and get healthier and lose some weight. I wouldn't mind if I saw some other results but so far the ONLY end products I am seeing in the past three weeks is feeling like my body is 80 and like I can't ever have my stomach satisfied. I want some results dang it! Feeling great, more energy, a shrinking waist line, something dang it! Next month I am going to start a dvd Andrea recommended. Hopefully that will help.
Rees' singing has hit new levels. Not only does he walk around singing songs but he has now added a drum. He marches around carrying a whisk (that's his weapon of choice) and bowl, beating the bowl to death while singing songs like "rock a bye baby" It is so funny. The kid is so funny
Benjy is a rockstar. I would tell you all the reason why but I won't because A. I can't disclose many things at this point in time. B. some stuff is nun-ya and C. know one likes reading sappy stuff about peoples relationships. Just know this...I love the guy and he is the reason for my happiness and sanity.
Doesn't a trip Fiji, or some place like it, sound amazing right now? Actually, a trip to anywhere sounds pretty darn fun.
I would L.O.V.E. a warm fudgy brownie right now. Or a warm chocolate chip cookie. Or oreos. Or anything honestly.
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Ashley I think you are so beautiful and you look great!! When I first saw you at the mall I was like why can't I be pretty like Ashley. The other day I was actually tempted to call you to see if you could send me a picture of your hair cut so I could bring it in to my hair lady to copy it!!
I may not understand exactly how you feel (because I cheated and adopted) but I do understand the feeling like your are 80 and that is not fun! Just keep at it your body will adjust and you will start to feel and see the results you want!
I am glad Rees likes his trucks and that he named the orange one Meka and not the Yellow one, the one you said was crazy looking lol!
I love your posts they always make me laugh!
So I know how you're feeling with the whole gym thing. I've been going for a few weeks now, 2-3 times a day, and I feel like I lose energy when I thought it was supposed to do the opposite! My husband, like your friend Meka, also told me to just keep it up and it will get better... so let's pray it will! I also feel like a "fun kill" lately and I wonder if it is associated to the gym making me so worn out! Who knows. I guess we can only keep trying! Rees is so funny! I love to hear about his adventures. Take care!
I hear you about seeing results. I've been working out since October and haven't shed one pound. It's so darn frustrating.
Ashley, I love the 'fun-kill' term. I think it must be end of winter syndrome that I'm having too. I'm caught in this "No one likes me" "I have no friends" cycle that I thought would end with high school. Boo. I hope the dvd works for you. I'm going to try to start it again this week. Did I tell you about low-carb eating? That has given me a jump start in the past. The book I read was "Protein Power". I won't pretend that it's fun...it's totally not.
I would invite you to take a trip to visit us, but it's probably worse weather here than there. :) Wish we could get together and eat those yummy desserts.
Happy V Day!
Hey girly! I need your address so I can send you a baby shower invite! It won't be until the end of April but I am trying to be proactive and get them done! ha. Thanks!
Okay honestly -I LOVE- the way you look and body shape! I imagine Ms. Monroe had a very similar body. Want a smaller waist? Wear a waist cincher (they make some comfortable ones now!) and I love the fact that you don't overload on your hubby-I try not to either but it seems every other post is about how good, rich, exeptional, suprising other husbands are. You just know that yours is and guess what-that's all that needs to! But I do love to hear about rock star husbands!
I've been thinking lately......that it's time for you to post again!!!
And you're beautiful :)
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